Tag: my thoughts
member name: Shelbia C.
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June 28, 2008 09:08 PM EDT --
Would you mind if I borrowed your dream?
Somebody stepped on mine
And the broken pieces crumble
and scatter more with the passage of time.
And could I maybe stand in your shoes
And try to feel taller . . .
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September 11, 2008 01:03 AM EDT --
You are the ray of light in my dusty sky. Some days your're the only reason I don't cry. At other times you'd best believe, You're the reason I remember to breathe. Spending time with you gives me hope. . . .
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May 14, 2009 08:18 PM EDT --
I live now only in dreams of reality. Spinning shades of deep red and metallic gray, I wallow in the memory of your scent. As I stick out my tongue and taste you on my lips, In fantasy you taste me too . . .
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April 25, 2008 05:05 AM EDT --
I walked to the edge of the world And looked into the bubbling sea Trying to find the thing that I'd lost Searching for the elusive me. All along I knew I was drowning, Hard to breathe under water with . . .
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May 02, 2008 12:06 AM EDT --
I carry you beneath my eyelids, Damp and full of love. You collect in my lashes and try to escape as a tear on the run down my cheek But I wrap you in tissue And plant you close to my heart.
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May 04, 2008 03:20 PM EDT --
There are days when love just isn't enough And I get lost in the muck of other stuff, When little stones become ten feet tall And puddles don't have a bottom at all. There are days when it seems my heart . . .
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May 18, 2008 03:19 AM EDT --
If I'd died while you still loved me, Then I would never know the pain of watching you walk away and being all alone again. If I'd died in the beginning, before I memorized your face, then I wouldn't . . .
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June 06, 2008 09:29 PM EDT --
I watch you walk away And I get scared you won't come back, So my systems start to get muddled and my life gets knocked off track. Deep down I know you love me, But I always want you near. Losing you . . .
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June 30, 2008 02:24 AM EDT --
I am a spent bomb,
Shell of a woman.
The fragmentation
Of somebody's dream
The remnants of a nightmare
She never knew she had.
I am without self
A mass of tissue
Mutated to human form
Without . . .
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October 05, 2008 07:40 PM EDT --
I sat with my cigarette
In the stillness of the night
Watching wisps of smoke
Rise and fade to nothingness.
I thought about the past
And I dreamed of days to come.
Then I felt . . .
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October 06, 2008 03:09 PM EDT --
My flower bowl lies shattered.
Tiny pieces of delicate blue
Are scattered across the floor
And the painted yellow rose
No longer has a stem.
I wanted to fill my bowl with violets, . . .
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October 08, 2008 10:06 PM EDT --
No regrets you say. Well I have quite a few, But my biggest regret is the day I lost you. I didn't love you when I had the chance I heard the music, but I wouldn't dance. I hid in the corner and handled . . .
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February 09, 2009 01:49 PM EST --
You say I'm your fondest memory, And while I know that this is true, I don't want to be just a distant thought, I'd rather be there anew.
Old memories grow dim and fade with time, But my attachment . . .
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May 14, 2009 07:41 PM EDT --
I just can't seem to understand Why you continue to deny my hand. I know the pain your heart's endured But by loving me you could be cured.
With upturned palms I beg you to stay Yet you backstep and . . .
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June 06, 2009 08:06 PM EDT --
I thumb through my diary, The pages seem to blend, Blank pieces of paper From beginning to end.
I can't pull it together And that's what I hate The longer I live, The blanker the slate.
I could . . .
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June 25, 2009 05:10 AM EDT --
I don't need all the answers, Just a shoulder and an ear And someone who cares enough To catch the wayward tear.
That you bothered to listen Takes the weight from the stone And knowing that you love . . .
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August 07, 2009 01:01 AM EDT --
They tell me I think too much
But all I think about is you,
And this,
And that,
And life,
and death,
And just--- things
and you
once again,
burning like lightning
Across my . . .
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June 28, 2008 09:18 PM EDT --
Without a glimmer of hope
I use my fingers to feel my way
As I wander blindly though life
trying desperately not to betray
the fear that grows with each step
As I make my way through the day. . . .
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April 23, 2008 10:44 PM EDT --
I don't think you know what you want to do
You only stayed because I asked you to.
you're in my arms, but your mind is far away
Lost in a memory of some other day.
You didn't think . . .
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May 04, 2008 02:51 PM EDT --
Some days I look around me and see my friends all doing fine, While I sit alone stagnating. When is it my turn to shine? Thought I would grab the world by the tail, shake it up a bit But no, I had to . . .
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