Tag: depression
member name: Shelbia C.
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June 25, 2008 12:01 AM EDT --
Surrender
I swim alone in a raging river.
Dark water pulls me slowly under
and though I yell and grasp for help,
no one is there to see.
Kicking and screaming I fight
to keep my head . . .
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April 29, 2009 10:52 PM EDT --
Haven't slept in several nights. Just been sitting here in my blue bedroom, Slurping cups of cold coffee, Chain-smoking stale cigarettes. And thinking about Sonya.
She came to me again that night, Tear . . .
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April 25, 2008 05:05 AM EDT --
I walked to the edge of the world And looked into the bubbling sea Trying to find the thing that I'd lost Searching for the elusive me. All along I knew I was drowning, Hard to breathe under water with . . .
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July 22, 2008 06:30 PM EDT --
The hourglass was now empty And suddenly she was out of time, So she walked away from a life That no longer seemed to rhyme. The sand had slipped through her fingers Through a crack in the bottom of the . . .
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May 04, 2008 02:51 PM EDT --
Some days I look around me and see my friends all doing fine, While I sit alone stagnating. When is it my turn to shine? Thought I would grab the world by the tail, shake it up a bit But no, I had to . . .
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June 10, 2008 12:54 AM EDT --
They say that tomorrow is as yet unwritten,
yet each day for me is a repetition of yesterday,
and predicting my own future is as simple
As recollecting my sordid past.
Unfulfilled dreams and broken . . .
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September 25, 2008 06:35 PM EDT --
They always leave in the end.
Say I'm jaded if you will,
But my blackened heart
Lies broken and bloody
Among the ashy remnants
Of rancid tears.
They always leave in the end
And I----left . . .
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August 27, 2009 12:35 AM EDT --
On the breast of a wingless angel
I lay my weary head
And drench her with my teardrops
As I wish that I was dead.
Though it contradicts everything
I ever learned or have been told,
No one . . .
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August 27, 2009 01:11 AM EDT --
I am lost enough to long for death
But too cowardly to slit my wrist,
But that is the way of things with me
In a world where I subsist.
I wish I could feel nothing
As I watch hope trickle . . .
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June 24, 2007 10:24 PM EDT --
Melancholy
I sit in the park
Watching the trees as they stretch
And reach toward the sun-kissed sky.
I watch animals frolic in the foliage
and all I can do is cry
Because despite the . . .
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June 15, 2007 12:32 AM EDT --
I see my life as a prison
And me crying to get out.
Yet no one can hear me
No matter how loud I shout.
Amid walls of insanity,
I ride waves of despair.
If I fall and never rise
There is . . .
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January 09, 2008 04:21 AM EST --
Britney Spears, Anna Nicole Smith, Lindsey Lohan, Michael Jackson, Nicole Ritchie, and you fill in the blank. Top news stories all over the world. Every sniffle, every trip to the toilet, . . .
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